One of these days, you're going to be screaming and yelling at me for the last time. You'll open your mouth to curse me out, but my fist will fly into your jaw to keep you from making a sound. You'll fall on the floor, where I'll follow and pin you down. You'll feel that your lip is split open and try to make a move, but my fist will ram into your face again, and again and again. There's no way in hell you're going to get away. You've had it coming for a long time.
People will scream, you'll cry for help, but you're not leaving that spot until you've bled and felt the pain I've felt. Your blood will splatter along the walls, up my arm and soak my face as my fist starts sinking lower into skull with each hit. You wont be able to breathe properly because your nose is broken, and your mouth is filling up with blood. The blood makes your gargle and choke, and you feel scared for your life. Yeah, you're gonna die. No one is going to be able to pull me off of you. No one will be your hero. You'll be without one, like me.
Finally, you'll stop kicking and screaming. You'll stop moving all together. My arms will feel like they weigh a thousand pounds from the constant hitting. I'll be tired, and they'll rip me off of you. They'll handcuff me and put me away. I'll watch them bring in the body bag and stuff you in it. There, now we're square.
There's no way in hell that you could be my mother.
..."I Don't Know, But Look At My Waves" Ft. Edits September 02, 2010
Hi my name is Alex, and i'm 10 years old. I'm Ronicas cousin, and she told me to blog for her... I'm not to sure what i wanna blog about too. I go to the same school that Veronica used to... oh and i always see her pictures at school!! My mom is so crazy about school, so i'm one of the smatest kid'z at school. cross country too... i'm really good at it to, i got in the second group for runinng. I am learning my 4th language, its Japanese!
I have 1 dog, his name is HERCULES!!! he is white with brown patches. He is 2 years old.
He is a japanese spaniel or u could call him a Japanese chin.
A lot of people say i'm funny, smart, fun, crazy, artzy, and i'm a fast runner.
People think Ronnica is my older sister, but i'm smarter,i like blue she likes pink oh and i have darker skin and hair. Ronnica's 9 and a half years older than me. Ronnica sings and dances well i draw and read but we both write stories and make money!!!
OK THAT'Z ALL U NEED TO KNOW, alex
Haha how's that for a blog? I'm not myself these days so I thought it would be more fun for someone else to blog in my place =P The next generation of bloggers!
HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!EDIT His page is cool/EDIT
I only say that because this gave me a good laugh
http://forums.yoyogames.com/forums/3/topics/15638
But I'm a lady and I like you =] Well, MOST of you anyway.
I think it was a week ago, but I went on IRC for the first time in my life because Cyrus and Extravisual told me to. It can be real fun until everyone starts discussing "private parts."
Yes, this is a half-ass'd blog because I have not had much sleep over the weekend, let alone anything interesting to say. I'm recovering nicely from my bruises and soreness from my Go Kart accident only it's set me back a week from my dancing and it's made me too tired to bother with vocals. I might take the doctor's suggestion and go to physiotherapy.
But if you can answer these without flaw, we're bound to be friends forever.
Since the old beans are returning, and the community is focusing on their game making roots, I figure my place here as the attention seeking princess is no longer necessary. Not that it ever was, haha. Two years is plenty o' time here. I was the first girl to get to 10K hits, be a mod for a week, and I once had my own custom made badge that dissapeared with the last down-time. Thanks for the good times, the bad times, the tears the HAHAHAOMG I TOTALLY FOOLED YOU!!
How many were fooled?
How many were sad?
How many were happypleasedon'tanswerthat.
Now for the real blog:
My brother's best friend from high school came to stay with us for five days. It was real fun and all because he understands my old-school humor. If one of us breaks into song, the other will join in much to the dismay of my brother.
"Come and knock on our door.."
"Come and knock on our door."
Anyways while he was here, we went GO KARTING!! As you may or may not know, I ADORE go karts. We paid to go on 3 times. On the third lap, it was evening and more people arrived to the track to race too. There were little kids with parents too so my brothers and our pal and I knew we had to drive carefully because the track was PACKED with inexperienced racers. They even ran out of singles (kart that seats only one person) and were giving people doubles (kart that seats two. MATHS PEOPLE)
Okay, so finally, we're racing and it's going great, even for a stuffed track. During a left turn, some guy in a double kart sped right into me and bumped my kart something fierce! The track was so packed, I'm still confused how he got that much momentum after the left turn to t-bone me.
When I was hit, I felt the safety strap on my left dig into my neck and my leg started pulsing in pain. I drove to the side of the track and even that hurt my leg to do. The attendant ran up to me and asked, "Are you okay?" I just looked at him all blankly and said, "No. Can I get out?"
We waited for a quick break before I tried to get out. I couldn't do it. My thigh muscles just ACHED on my left leg. After he helped me out, he had me walk to the exit and I just couldn't do it without makeing ugly pained faces. When the race was over, my brother finds me and asks what happened. I started to cry 'cause I was so frustrated that I missed out on driving, and he actually had a pittied face when I told him. He was quite mad also.
Since it was our last race, we all just headed home. My other brother carried me to the car and we set for home. Once we got there, I went to assess the damges. I had a real nasty bruise on my arm. The pain I felt on my neck from the strap? Yeah, harsh mark on my neck. I have a picture on Facebook of those bruises. I'll put it here later.
As for my thigh? Turns out my leg smashed into the steering colum. The mark was a light purple bruise that day, the next day up to today, it's a big, thick, DISGUSTING, purple-red-black bruise. It's HUGE!! (That's what she said.) It's no wonder I couldn't walk. Also, my upper body was sore as if I really was in a car accident. The doctor even reccommended physiotherapy.
Go karts don't absorb hits like bumper cars do. It was really painful ='(
Be safe my lovelies, and HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!! Because I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!EDIT Neck and arm at the night of the accident, leg today /EDIT
...To My Lovers and Haters And Blog Title Changers (Ft. Edits) August 07, 2010
So I drew this picture of some mods and Firestormx just for fun last night. NAO I CHARE ET WIF YEW! Don't make fun! I realize they're not... even. I drew this last night, on my bed, on a magazine for a hard surface, after a year of not drawing things. Back in highschool I was the genius that drew the comics of inside jokes between my pals and I and since I have no class time to bore me into art, I forced myself to sit down and do this.
As you can tell, I'm not a gifted artist. Or gifted. Or an artist. But I drew it with love! *big sad eyes*
Top: His handsomeness Juju, Her Highness Ronnica, His adorablismness Eagly
Middle: His chocolateness Arc (he knows I've got a thing for "brothas"), His chinkness Firestormx, and... Obelisk.
Bottom: Kabobsticles (I misspelled his name as "KahBob" in my drawing)
My mom slacked off and didn't pay the internet bill and I've been real grumpy because of it. Then, yesterday she made a call to our ISP and I was overjoyed that she was discussing paying over the phone. Just now, before I started writing this blog, she comes into my room to tell me, "So, we're not getting internet until I buy a new TV so we can get a good package deal for phone, net and cable."
I stared at her blankly, "So... when are we getting a new TV?"
"Tomorrow. Possibly. Maybe by Monday. I hope."
"You hate me."
*GETS PUNCHED IN FACE BY MOM*
Also, I'm only getting wireless right now by sitting next to my window, and stealing a poor neighbor's unsecured internet. mightlookatpornlaterbutmaybenot.
HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!EDIT Speaking of masturbation
I've learned to "dance" like this because it's awesome.
/EDIT
...64Digits Meet and Greet 2012 PT.2 July 19, 2010
Okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay, so this is what's up!
We're gonna go here because it's a beautiful small city and it's scorching with amusement in the summer. Plus there's an aeroport.
We'll be staying at this motel. I've stayed there before and I looove it! The rooms aren't too bad and it has a poooool. It's in a great half downtown-half quiet area. Like, it's downtown but it's soo quiet it's just a sweet area near great amenities. Plus it's affordable =D
We'll be going to Scandia for some sweet ass arcade games, batting cages and best of all, GO-KARTS! There's indoor and outdoor mini golf and it's just a fun place to hang out. Also, across the street we can see a movie at the theaters or go bowling. I kick ass at bowling so if you come, you're challenged. PLAY ME IF YOU'VE GOT THE PLUMS!
So since you guys are all naturally slow paced from being at your computers all day, we will book a computer place for a full 24 hours (or less time if you want) so you can all get your gaming in.
Finally, we will go downtown to the lake and park and maybe go swimming and for a walk. It's the best place to just hang out. We could take awesome pictures there.
HAVE A GREAT DAY! I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!! I really do =]
EDIT:Also, here are some funny text messages people have sent me:
"Hmm, but on the other hand you're a girl. What if our boobs get in the way of you typing out warnings?"
(Guess the sender)
"But i was going to do that once we had drug sex"
(Guess the sender)
"When you went off the pill...did your period come late ???? =S"
(My best friend)
/Edit
Okay go ahead and tear my hopes and dreams apart.
They had seen my work on the Live Cams website (not something I'd brag about) and thought I had "the perfect look" for their November 2010 cover. The COVER of their November issue!!! That's pretty big!! Along with a five page spread all birthday themed because my birthday is in November. Not to mention an extremely sexy payment for my modeling =] I've booked a flight to Los Angeles and have a meeting at the Playboy Mansion in August to talk to a representative about my photoshoot and what's expected and guaranteed. My manager (handler, really) was on the phone all day with them discussing just how much I'm supposed to, well, "show."
Then my mom came in and told me to wake up and feed the cat...
The past few days have been the saddest days of the year for me. My laptop AC adapter cord thingy had been twisted up so badly from constantly being taken places that it was no longer shoveling power to my laptop. I had to turn off my laptop for FIVE WHOLE DAYS! Saddest days of my life. I had no idea what to do with all my free time. I felt so lost and out of touch. I was scared I was missing something important and would be "out of the loop" long enough that I could never get back in.
Luckily my brother has an awesome computer, but of course, "You can only use it when I'm not home." Since when do owners of awesome computers leave the house? Rarely. Anyways, I bought a new cord thingy and now my laptop is turned on. What have I learned from all of this? It's time to grow up and build a desktop computer!!!
HAVE A GREAT DAY!! I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH!!!! Honestly...
To 4Chan.
In other news, I bought a sweet HD camera about two months ago, but I came to a startling realization: I'm VERY camera shy. I don't like being in front of the camera. I'm very mad at myself because I spent quite a bit for such a good camera, and I'm too scared to use it. "AND WHOSE FAULT IS THAT, VERONICA?!" Yeah, I know.
My goal for the week is to film me singing a song or two and post it on Youtube.
Song selection:
1. Bette Davis Eyes by Kim Carnes (I think that's the version I have)
2. I Drove All Night by Cyndi Lauper
3. Alone by Heart
...more to come. I dunno. Incomplete blog.
(My goal is to make you cringe at least once.)
The gorgeous girl layed on the ground, her blonde hair soaking in the pool of blood excreting from her torn scalp. Her torquiose eyes remained opened in a frightened expression and began to roll back into her head, the whites of her eyes were still pink and irritated from crying salted tears. Her mouth would have open in shock if her jaw hadn't been broken. It hung open to the side, discontected from her cranium. Blood filled her mouth and poured out the sides and leaking over her ears, bubbling out of them too.
The loss of blood made her naturally pale skin even whiter and unrecognizable with the mutilation. Her natural blush was faded emensly as her life continued to drain from her body and out onto the ground. The odor of blood and flesh was strong enough to make a pig vomit, yet the she-killer remained unmoved, undisgusted, and unashamed.
She basked in the glow of the moonlight, and admired her reflection in her victims blood. The corpse layed in an eerie broken position, but it was the shape of victory for the murderer. Delicious revenge. There was no better dish to serve and enjoy. Maybe a platter to try again tomorrow? Perhaps...
Quote
Me: I hate it when you guys let the cat go outside, she gets all dirty...
My brother: Shut up, they always grow back.
Me: ??
HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!
O_O
I feel like my brain is leaking out of my ears. Not that there is any fluid leaking out of my ears, but I'm in such an odd "not myself" mood lately, that my brain might as well be melting.
If my brain was melting, would that make me a zombie for still being alive?
OMG IF I WAS A ZOMBIE I'D WANT SOMEONE TO SHOOT ME.
I wouldn't make a very pretty zombie.
I think I'd make a better super hero. I was watching Watchmen today and fell in love all over again with the idea of super people, the kind that Spiderman degraded. I like Batman.
I think I'll be Silk Spectre for Halloween this year.
I'm not myself =(
My mom slacked off and didn't pay the internet bill and I've been real grumpy because of it. Then, yesterday she made a call to our ISP and I was overjoyed that she was discussing paying over the phone. Just now, before I started writing this blog, she comes into my room to tell me, "So, we're not getting internet until I buy a new TV so we can get a good package deal for phone, net and cable."
I stared at her blankly, "So... when are we getting a new TV?"
"Tomorrow. Possibly. Maybe by Monday. I hope."
"You hate me."
*GETS PUNCHED IN FACE BY MOM*
Also, I'm only getting wireless right now by sitting next to my window, and stealing a poor neighbor's unsecured internet. mightlookatpornlaterbutmaybenot.
HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!
EDIT Speaking of masturbation
I've learned to "dance" like this because it's awesome.
/EDIT
