Right. Today's Easter. I had a violin lesson in the morning, so bleh. I finish, get some HotCakes at McDonalds, and I'm coming home.

And I see my mom, crying. My granddad passed away. I'm shocked as hell…

A lot of good things happened to my mom the previous week, and everyone thought my mom was blessed. We truly hoped nothing would happen to gramps, but he had lung cancer. And the day he goes to get Kemo, he leaves us.

My mom's leaving Chicago to go see our granddad one last time, out of the US. But I can't go cause of school. So it happens to be that my brother has to stay at a friends house, while I go out too. FOR FOUR FUCKING WEEKS.

My dad isn't home, so it's getting hard. Of course, my friends parents will still be able to take me to school, but still. I'm shocked beyond words.

And now, grandma's struggling too. She's getting old, and she has no one left to support her. So my mom needs to go console her.

Life will feel so weird now. I saw gramps last year during summer. If I had known that 2006 was the last time I'd see him… well… *ponders*

No funny pictures this blog. Sorry guys.

~ Ash