I'm actually feeling less depressed better than usual. Today I learned just how much some people take offense to me caring about them. Fuck those people, especially when you have this huge talk about how much you want to help them and how much they want that and then the instant they're not astoundingly depressed themselves I'm nothing to them again. So I found the strength to stop caring. Or, at least, for that not to get to me.
Sorry, I don't mean to be insensitive I just have an asinine way of being empathetic sometimes.
I haven't been really depressed since highschool. All it really takes is a meta understanding of your mind and how it works, it's an interesting mode of thought since it makes me feel like I'm the little guy piloting a mech or something. But it's good in the sense that I can make myself have a positive outlook just by willing it.I don't know why I'm bringing this up since I don't actually have any advice on achieving this state of mind. Also it's probably unhealthy, and leaves me really detached from reality.So how about that game game.
Everyone seems to be depressed here lately. It's making me a little depressed…
I'm actually feeling
less depressedbetter than usual. Today I learned just how much some people take offense to me caring about them. Fuck those people, especially when you have this huge talk about how much you want to help them and how much they want that and then the instant they're not astoundingly depressed themselves I'm nothing to them again. So I found the strength to stop caring. Or, at least, for that not to get to me.Sorry, I don't mean to be insensitive I just have an asinine way of being empathetic sometimes.
I haven't been really depressed since highschool. All it really takes is a meta understanding of your mind and how it works, it's an interesting mode of thought since it makes me feel like I'm the little guy piloting a mech or something. But it's good in the sense that I can make myself have a positive outlook just by willing it.I don't know why I'm bringing this up since I don't actually have any advice on achieving this state of mind. Also it's probably unhealthy, and leaves me really detached from reality.So how about that game game.