"…dope and booze - don't help to hideThey're used to mask - a weakling's hurtIt's just like painting - over dirt"~~~Guys, I have noticed an influx of depression blogs. STAHP IT, find your calling, and move the hell on and have a good life for goodness sakes. It's too short to spend grovelling over what you can't control.I've been there, been all there. I've wanted to destroy myself numerous times over, and even attempted a few times over the years; met with failure. Life is a game you are the main character in. Are you playing to die, over and over. Or playing to win, so that you can enjoy the incredibly long credits?~~~*Disclaimer: These couple of sentences were written on a large glass bottle of Smirnoff Triple Black, two Old Foresters, and four cinnamon Bourbon shots while listening to Marilyn Manson- Personal Jesus; OH THE IRONY!Now as for this blog, I say nay to depression blogs I've done in the past! And instead, I greet thy small audience with an equally small amount of art- why? I just haven't been drawing as much lately. I have no damn clue why, but I got sick on New Years, and it fucked up my flow something serious ever since. But I have done a few pieces (lol, sketches) as of recent.Let me begin with a moment of silence for my Gears of War 3 inspired deck of yester-year.
I've recently acquired a nice bit of cash, and finally retired my good friend. I didn't break it, thank goodness. It was a very solid board, may it rest in peace among the other legends.Welcome my newest companion in concrete/asphalt induced pain.
It is a Krooked deck (distrubutor Deluxe aka DLX) riding in at 8.06 inches, and sexy as ever. These are pics taken before I applied the grip to the top. I've heard great things about these, and I think it'll live up to my previous deck just fine.Now, as for art. I've done a few doodles here and there. Just like splerge em out in an hour or so, WHATEVER. Not to sound cocky. I've just been doing art for the past 15 years give or take. If any of you want a tutorial, I'd be glad to make one.Here are the fruits of my lazy ass labor post-2012. - NOT DONE IN PHOTOSHOP
- NOT DONE IN PHOTOSHOP (This was hard as fuq, just sayin')
-PhotoshopI got a lot of criticism for this one, due to the fact that I love just fucking around with gun designs, yknow? My designs are only at most grounded 10% in real-life weaponry design. The other 90% is totally sci-fi and whatever I choose to make it.But people where like BAWWWW NOT FUNCTIONAL. I was like, 'bitch, plz'…. not really, but I'm only saying this now because I'm buzzed as fuck. Anyways, here they were. Leave feedback where needed, aye? Aye.
EDIT:Stealth Bomber deck
Until next time. 
I've recently acquired a nice bit of cash, and finally retired my good friend. I didn't break it, thank goodness. It was a very solid board, may it rest in peace among the other legends.Welcome my newest companion in concrete/asphalt induced pain.It is a Krooked deck (distrubutor Deluxe aka DLX) riding in at 8.06 inches, and sexy as ever. These are pics taken before I applied the grip to the top. I've heard great things about these, and I think it'll live up to my previous deck just fine.Now, as for art. I've done a few doodles here and there. Just like splerge em out in an hour or so, WHATEVER. Not to sound cocky. I've just been doing art for the past 15 years give or take. If any of you want a tutorial, I'd be glad to make one.Here are the fruits of my lazy ass labor post-2012. - NOT DONE IN PHOTOSHOP- NOT DONE IN PHOTOSHOP (This was hard as fuq, just sayin')-PhotoshopI got a lot of criticism for this one, due to the fact that I love just fucking around with gun designs, yknow? My designs are only at most grounded 10% in real-life weaponry design. The other 90% is totally sci-fi and whatever I choose to make it.But people where like BAWWWW NOT FUNCTIONAL. I was like, 'bitch, plz'…. not really, but I'm only saying this now because I'm buzzed as fuck. Anyways, here they were. Leave feedback where needed, aye? Aye.EDIT:Stealth Bomber deckUntil next time. 
My hot dog's dead.
My pizza's dead.My cuuupcaaaaake is dead!tl;dr
I seriously just +1'd for the Type O Negative and your bit about cheering up.Probably need some trigger guards.
@LAR: HELL YEA. HOT DOGS!
@Panzer: Both of those are awesome, thank you.@Steven: Whoa, bro. No offense to anyone posting depressing stuff. It's just like… Why? Yknow? I've done it a bunch of times myself, and I've come to a realization. That's about it.@Juju: EVERYONE'S SAYING THAT… and yes, it is true. Over the past few days I've researched a lot about how guns work, from revolvers to machine guns in order to make more credible guns as people wish. I've yet to make the next few sets of designs, but expect them soon.Sushi?
Okay.Cool.I've never had sushi, but I kissed a girl after she had finished her sushi.Still counts.That's the only crit I could come up with. And I'm a critical asshole.
Good work.Steve. Nobody is telling you to unpost what you've written. Seriously. And fuck those who do.
Get it out there. You need it. You have a lot to get off your chest, and it's insane to think of all people you should be exempt from that privilege.Undelete it, man. That's all I'm saying.@Steven: If you need to vent, vent. I have no qualms against that. I have no reason to. It's not my life, and none of my business. I love this community and have been here HELLA LONG, so I mean, I know what goes on by now, lol.
This blog was made to serve as one of two purposes A) Cheer people up, highly unlikely, but worth a shot in any case, due to what I've observed. Or/and B) Eva-Blog… Whatever that means. Hell I don't even know!It means sweet art.
You bastard, I always get jealous when people talk about how they're hitting the sauce. Stupid American drinking laws.
@Steven, last time there was a bunch of depression blogs it was the only point of conversation for a good two weeks. I was just kind of disappointed when I saw your blog because you're one of the few members here who I can usually trust to be not depressed. I guess everyone gets depressed once in a while. Fuck, if that's true then I'm due, I gotta watch out, I'll catch that depression bastard before he can sneak up on me.Anyways, excellent drawings as usual. What did you use to make the first two, if you don't mind me asking, if it wasn't Photoshop? If you say MSPaint I'll probably shit myself.Those gun designs are awesome, I also like making gun designs, out of boredom usually, but yours are pretty realistic. The only gun design I'm proud of is the pistol I made for Credence Filter, which is weird because it's really simple and impractical.