I lost all motivation for making games.

My life's dream of working in video games is fading.

I don't know what I want to be.

I can be so much.

Heh.

I am thinking of writing a story about a man's fight with an alter ego for control of his body.

The man is named Tom, his alter ego calls him by his full first name, Thomas.

He has cancer, it is benign, but must be removed.

Tom is put to sleep for the surgery, where this alter ego plays games with his mind, trying to destroy the walls between them to take control.

I can't say the specifics, I may write it. XD

I made a back story to how this happened, completely fictional(I hope, this would be scary if real).

In every person exists a second, this second takes control during sleep.

Usually this second is content with the way this works, taking control of dreams(except for the rare lucid dream).

Sometimes though, this second wants more and tries to take control over the body, this is when we suddenly wake up sweating at night, we can always escape from the second by waking up.

There is one flaw in this defense, the times we can't wake up, surgeries, comas, passing out, ect.

We are then trapped in sleep, if the second takes this chance, we have no defense but our will.

Wooo.

Killpill28

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