Yeah. It's been almost 2 months since I've posted here. Since then… Uh. Nothing really happens in my life. Nothing that would interest you all. I mean, when was the last time that people were interested in emo kids? Haha. Well, school's out. Wait, it's been out. Damn it, I need to pay more attention to these things… Oh, right, my cat had kittens. I'll get some pictures up later if I feel like it, but I'm half asleep right now, so that can't be guaranteed.

Let's see… The usual link crap:

http://isound.com/garii (Contains a recent song I made… Woo. Along with 3 older songs.)

Well, that's all, actually, except…

http://mfa.firephoenixnet.com (My site.)

I really need suggestions for what to add to it. I'm starting to get bored, and I can't think of anything to do. I've been reading the PHP manual non-stop, which is actually what I do on a daily basis, so this is nothing new… Bah. Anyways. For those of you who FOLLOWED my conlangs, I haven't created a new one lately. I started on a more vulgar Germanic language, a more colloquial one… Blah.

So, suggestions for my site would be appreciated, and other shit. Now, to take up space… POETRY!

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In the name of our father, our unholy construction shall be,

In the name of our conception, our unholy existence will see,

Thy arrow, aimed true, with never a lame shot,

Our life, ended, with a single pierce, or so ye thought,

Our hearts, pierced in two, split upon the ground,

We no longer feel pain, we are no better than hounds,

With thy holy glance, turn our forbidden souls into dust,

Turn our entire existence, eliminate all lust,

We dance along both lines,

Between darkness, and light,

We have paid the ultimate fine,

Oh, what a magnificent sight,

That we might exist together,

And live night and day,

Existence, light as a feather,

Will never have its way.

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I wasn't built for love; I was built for pain,

I wasn't built for life; I was built for disdain,

I wasn't created to feel, nor was I to think,

I wasn't spawned to be real, I was for but one thing,

To lead a life, of sorrow and regret,

To hope that the future might be different,

To be between darkness and hatred set,

Is my one and only descent,

That I might see into the future,

And gaze upon my darkened past,

That these wounds I might suture,

That I might break out of this prison of glass,

My heart aches for love, for redemption,

My heart aches for you.

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Open your eyes, gaze all over me,

Open your arms, Embrace all that is to be,

Run from me, deny me my own life,

Shun me, I'm your tainted knife,

No one loves me anymore,

Nor do they show regret,

What do we all exist for?

A goal that will never be met,

Open up your eyes,

Extend your clarity,

Wait for the surprise,

Something you'll never see,

I deny my faith, my blood,

I deny my own essence,

My putridity spawned from the mud,

As I begin my life sentence,

My soul is lost in the abstract,

My heart a shattered sphere,

Such is the ever known fact,

That love is all we have to fear.

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So nail your writings up on the wall, let them know where you came from…

Leave a message from ages past, Leave a message from times long gone.

So leave my heart alone to wilt,

Leave me here, to shrivel and dry,

This feeling, that we all have felt,

We might all as well die.

Bury my mind, leave no remainder,

Eat my heart, but be clean,

It's all we can do, for sure,

As we sip from death's cantine,

Bring me to the land I love,

Take me far from here,

Take me to the blue skies above,

Where everything is clear,

Drag me from this life today,

And let my soul be free,

There is nothing more to say:

This is our only creed.

Logic dictates nothing now,

The skies are turning on me,

As I hear the lonely growl,

Of the beast within the sea,

I feel myself, slipping in,

Falling, ever in futile strife,

Absolve me from my ultimate sin,

So that I might escape this wicked life

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Don't let me die,

Don't let me down,

Just let me fly,

Away from the sound,

Don't take me back,

Don't bring the source,

The essence that I lack,

Don't incite my force,

Don't tell me the truth,

Just lie to me,

Make me feel used,

Past your words I can not see,

Break me up, disperse of me,

Let me fall onto the floor,

Murder me, just let me be,

For now, and forever more,

Let my heart go,

From this grip you hold,

Let my soul flow,

Never let it be sold,

Don't let me leave this Earth today,

Don't let me let you down,

Don't let me say what I want to say,

Please, just never frown.

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Yes, I am total emo boy because I write emo poetry. Deal with it. What can I say? Some of my friends actually like it. Oh, right, I forgot, people don't have friends. It's just a lie.

~{Soul Architect}~