Silence in 308: The Heartbeat's light

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on May 4, 2006, 9:44 a.m.

Blah Blah Blah, here i am, with another blog, that has the most pointless title. At least, it may be pointless to you, but it holds meaning to me… -sigh- I'm pissed off. I still have no internet, and no Drivers for my computer, so i'm stuck with Windows 2000… With nothing. Basically… Melee… -kills- I wanted to do that. I dunno why. Ha. But.. what am i to say, what am i to do, but sit here? What, o, what?

Nonetheless… i'm irritated at myself. I haven't let myself learn any php, because my computer has been broken.. Melee…. That damn phone is retarded, and has trouble sending messages a lot of the time. Well… The only bad news for today is, i haven't talked to Ariana yet… it makes me sad… Ah well. I think constantly about her, among other things. Over the past two days, i have written two sonnets, one of which is here on 64D, the other, i lost.. I enjoy sonnets, and poetry, overall…

Anyways, yeah… I need to learn php… among other things. I just got my drivers a few moments ago, so.. sehr gut. Hurray.

I'lll add more later, when i think of more.

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I don't know exactly what this is, but i usually make a new piece of art everyday in photoshop, when i can use it. Nonetheless, i think i just use art as a release, so that i may truly express my feelings…. But, no one really cares, it would seem. Ha, Or maybe they do. I don't know. But people can do what they want to do… I just want them to see it. I don't care what they think of it..

I've been focusing more on abstract art lately, because of Ariana…. It's hard to truly express my feelings in some other way.

Oh, Oh, What to do, what to say, what to think, what to feel, what to.. be… An inexistential quandary.

What am i to do with life, what am i to say of it, what am i to feel in life? All i am, is a person. Nonetheless…

-sigh-

Gott Verdammt.

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I start to wonder if people even read my blogs anymore. Ha. Wow. 3234 Hits. Amazing. Or Not. Or something.

Comments

melee-master 18 years, 6 months ago

You should try out the bb64 tags I added.

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  • MahFreenAmeh 18 years, 6 months ago

    No… I'm tired of BBcode.. it annoys me… I prefer HTML, and if i'm gonna type backwards, then i will on my own…

    Sorry, i'm just a little irritated, as always, seeing as i have not been able to talk to Ariana, and i still haven't practiced any PHP, and i don't KNOW enough PHP to practice anyways..

    Don't make me the butt of a joke again, or i will kill you…

    I'm referring to you falsely naming me as a mod…

    -sigh-

    melee-master 18 years, 6 months ago

    Err, I didn't joke about anyone. It was a jokemaking everyone think they became a mod. (because my special ag I added displays the current users name, so for me t was saying I became a mod

    MahFreenAmeh 18 years, 6 months ago

    Nonetheless, don't joke around with this stuff, if it's possible for me to view it..

    When it comes to positions of authority, either you are promoting me, or you aren't. So don't do it again, please… -sigh-

    Rez 18 years, 6 months ago

    omfg, big pics. :O

    SleepinJohnnyFish 18 years, 6 months ago

    MFA, don't worry. You'll never be a mod. If it ever comes up again, don't be fooled.

    Anyway…

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    i think i just use art as a release, so that i may truly express my feelings…. But, no one really cares, it would seem.
    …yep

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    Ha, Or maybe they do.
    Nope.

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    I don't care what they think of it..
    Yeah, you do…

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    I've been focusing more on abstract art lately, because of Ariana…. It's hard to truly express my feelings in some other way.
    Take this from someone who never tries to help you, because this is going to be my ONLY word of advice to you, probably ever, that doesn't someway involve a direct insult. Just tell her. What the hell is your problem. If you want to admire from afar and never tell someone you like them and do what has to be done to get them, then you should have been born a woman.

    —-

    And just so you don't think Im here just to insult you (although I should mention that I saw the blog title and thought "that is retarded. It's got to be MFA") I will mention that I really do like that last picture. It looks more matrix-y than the last, and it seems you are improving.

    melee-master 18 years, 6 months ago

    Whoa, that last pic is extremely good.

    SleepinJohnnyFish 18 years, 6 months ago

    Of course it is. I said it is.