i am hosted in my own mind the relevance party of a lifetime the hosting is not going away

it has been a day and a year and possibly even a month since i have had any semblane of existence but i still remember that there are words that are yet to be said

and i am still caught in my own head, hoping that i will escape at some point, but even escape is not a necessity, only a nice bit of equity that i have up until now lived without.

there is no catch up to be done this time. everything is exactly the same except different. i came.