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Damn it, I really do need money. A concert is coming soon, August 26th I believe, over at the verizon ampitheater. Rob Zombie, Godsmack, and Shinedown are performing. I've ne'er listened to shinedown, but they sound good.. Meh. What do I know? Nothing.. Or so people tend to think. Anyways. I'm gonna dedicate this blog to random thoughts. My first thought… Why use the posessive form when showing posession in the english language? Why not use the Genitive case? That is to say, instead of saying, "Devil's land," why not say, "The Land Of the Devil," Hm? I tend to think that if the speech is more eloquent, it leaves a bigger impact upon the reader or listener. Oh yeah. I just do this to sound smart.

I'm tired of people calling me pseudo-intellectual. Oh wait. They don't. That was just Xondria, but she stopped doing that some time ago, and accepted that she may have been wrong. I should go to her house some day… Meh. I'm pretty sure Taylor may get jealous, and beat the shit out of me… Oh well. Maybe a game of Ouija would be fun.. Especially after she contacted someone.. Ok, i'm rambling on and on. Anyways, back to my blog. I think that mexican food I ate earlier (Oh no, Maddox is mad at me! I'm making a reference to what I ate!) made me sick, I swear.

Blah blah. I have been lacking inspiration lately for anything.. I need to come up with a new band name. My friend seems to be in support of Norski or Russki. Just something simple, easy to remember, although I prefer Deth-Tek, in all honesty. Am I the only person I know who is irritated by being alone? Because most people seem to not have a problem with it. Oh yeah. Most people aren't alone. Sucks for me.

-ramble ramble ramble- Ok, I swear to god, I need more inspiration, I need something to do.. I haven't added anything to my VB picture viewer in ages, and I should really get to work on it, but for some reason, I lack the motivation. Anyways. <A HREF="http://host-a.net/getfile.php?usern=VBGuy&file=VBPicViewer.zip">Click here</A> for the VB Picture Viewer, as it is at this given point in time. Kinda boring. I got the idea to make it after Halibutski kinda asked me to make it. Nothing is better than friends for inspiration, although they haven't been giving me the inspiration in a while.

Anyways. I might go back to studying Russian later. Or Latin. Or Dutch, Romanian, whatever language it might be that I want to study. All I know right now is that AC/DC is an awesome band, and that I have a headache. So, what's next on the whole deal.. Oh yeah. For those of you who don't care, I have a new girlfriend. It doesn't matter who or how she is. It just matters that I have one. Oh shit. I just realized, I have to get a haircut soon, but I love my long-ish hair. Damn that Detention Center. Oh well. What happens, happens.

Surprisingly, my hands are going numb. Usually, they would be aching. Blah blah. The internet is really killing the English language. So why not do your part, and actually type like you speak, that is to say, normally? I'm sure someone will do something idiotic, and claim that they speak how they type, and they have god-awful typing. Or something like that. I remember a few days ago, I had a conversation. I called myself a Grammar Nazi, and someone assumed that I meant, "Because I am a grammar, Nazi!" Does that make any sense to you? I'm a grammar? Oh yeah. Like i'm really a rule upon which a language is formed. I thought buddhists were more educated than christians. And he had anger issues for a buddhist. People don't understand. If you take offense to what I say, or what ANYONE says, at that, it is only your fault. You have allowed yourself to take offense, and because of that, you can't blame them.

Ok, i'm tired of typing for now, but I may add more later. I don't know.

Fuck the world. Update time. I feel like throwing shit at moving vehicles. But there isn't a highway anywhere near here. Maybe I can find something, like a person sleeping, and drag them out to the highway. Maybe they'll be ran over. That would be kinda cool. Especially if the car slides out and goes over the side wall. That would be so wicked awesome.

Fuck the world, i'm too lazy to update more. Maybe later.

Or maybe now. Fuck the pigs. Anyways. I'm tired of christianity. It just gets old. Easily. I'm tired of worshipping that invisible fool in the sky, assuming he does exist. Not like I really worship, though. And yes, Jesus is a fool. If he didn't let those stupid people crucify him, he could have done better stuff. Like maybe, date another whore. Mary Magdalene just isn't enough. Jesus needed more cheap sluts. I like agreeing with that which is blatantly false, because I can find what seems like truthfulness in it. Oh well. I'm just rambling. Most religions are pointless anyways. That's why I should just create my own.

Anyways, lately, i've been playing my dreamcast alot. I finally got DreamSNES to work, which is an SNES emulator you burn to a disc, a plain CD-R, along with up to 1024 games on the disc, and you can play the roms on the dreamcast. I have three discs burned, thus, I have about 500 SNES games. It's damn addictive, believe me. I wish I was more 1337 when it comes to creating awesome stuff. But I am 1337, so it's not like it matters.

I am slightly bored, and thinking. Just contemplating. As always. I should write more bloogs. But people probably don't read them that often. After looking at how many blog comments I get, I probably rarely get that many views. I can't stop thinking about trivial thoughts, something I'm good at for some reason. Trivial thoughts invade my mind, night and day, blah blah. Oh well. So. At that, i've been listening to Beck a lot lately. Anyone here ever listen to him? He has some good music. He can play over 13 instruments. Pretty cool. Just as well, i've been listening to Anti-flag, such an awesome punk band. And an old hobby of mine has been reincited.

I've gone back to paranormal research. I've been examining a picture for the past few days. A so-called anomaly had appeared on it, Maybe you all would like to see it.

It was raining that night. But if that anomaly on the far left side was a rain drop, why wouldn't there be more, for every other rain drop? I've spotted two other anomalies in the picture. They look like what could be a flashed raindrop, but I see an eye inside of one, and something else in the other. The only special thing about that night was that it was the 4th of July. My friend thought it might have been a manifestation of Psi energy, and I thought about it for a while. I didn't think it was possible, because I didn't feel an abundance of energy around me as I moved towards that area. And if it was thus an abundance of energy, it would have put an imprint on me. I definitely would have felt that. But then again, I felt something overcoming me as I moved further out in the yard. I kinda had the feeling there was someone else there. I rarely go out when it's dark, so..

Meh. Anyways. I think it could be a paranormal anomaly, but i'm not too sure. I'm probably going to get into the funniest sect of paranormality in existence, EVP, soon, just for the fun of it. And no, this isn't because I watched White Noise. I was into EVP when I was 11 or 12, about 3-4 years ago, when I first moved here to Round Rock. I find it interesting, and it might give some interesting results. Just as well, I might do some research into time. Time rifts, and the like. Knowing too much can be dangerous, but it's all worth knowing.

Ok. So. That's one long paragraph. I might add more later. Yay.

I think i'm done trying to write more blogs. It seems no matter how big or long or interesting of a blog I write, people don't seem to have anything serious to say. I'm tired of that, blah blah blah. I've seen shit with more composure than myself right now. That's just totally random. I'm tired, I have a headache, and i'm in the mood to write more. But i'm currently angered. Thus, I will write more. It doesn't matter how much I write, though. People tend not to pay attention. They just say stupid shit about what I said. I've seen worse blogs than this get more attention. At least I have something to say. Oh well. I should stop caring. I have a machete in my lap, i've been stroking it because I have been bored, and I feel a bit mentally unstable because of my friend. Oh well.

It's not like it matters. In the end, we are all but a simple construct, controlled by a large authoritative figure. You know. Once we learn that we are really nothing in the end. All that matters is that we allow ourselves to know. When we do not know, we suffer. We just sit around night and day, being us, so to speak. In order to truly be one with ourselves, we must learn that we are nothing, but we can fix that if we try. It is usually safe to say that I honestly have no opinion to some people, because some people don't think that my opinions matter. To them, I say, thank you.

Earlier, I accidentally busted something that belongs to my mother when I hit it with my machete. I should really sharpen it, and clean it up. It's a good machete, but it could be improved. I threw it at my fence, and it hit it so hard that it split a board in half. It looked like it disappeared, because of the huge dust cloud emitted, and the fact that the two halves kinda flew off into nowhere. I found them not too long afterwards, though. I grow tired of people nowadays. They tend to bug me.

Anyways, i'll probably update this later, when I have more stuff to write about.

Extravisual 18 years, 3 months ago