For being around here so long and still being active, and supporting of other members of the community.

Just wanted to say lol

I've been here for six years and I still haven't gotten into the community like I was when I first joined.

We just need more admins so we can fool around with the usertag and other admin-related functions that made the site so very fun.

In other news, I guess it's because it's the summer and kids these days have nothing else to do, but I keep receiving more and more emails about me finishing up Cursed Black/where the website went. I can just say I don't have the motivation to work on it and probably never will haha if anything I just want to work on my own projects if I start game making again. original projects, holy shit.

Sleep deprivation gives me original ideas to work on. Which is awesome cause I still can't dream of anything so I'm not loosing much of value by skipping sleep

my android died. yay

This is what I'm (currently) doing: I'm following a pattern, which was first created by stupid people following stupid events that leads to their stupid demise. I was, or still am, one of those stupid people that has already been heavily damaged in the past. No reason to repeat history. So i'm playing my cards differently to see if this history doesn't repeat itself. Hopefully better, but one can never know.

I actually gained a lot of respect for the role of the girl who's role I'm now playing. I wish I could go back and say I'm sorry, because I suddenly understand everything she did, and even though I would like to get along with her again, I know I can't and that I already don't. So she's in the past for now. She played the self-destruction card to keep things to a minimum while I kept trying to feed the fire. I changed her a lot. I wish I didn't.

Good or evil, which one am I? I already know, and only the heart lets others know which one I am.