are you a rat? are you a mouse?

did you know that once you pick

you can throw that choice out the window

flames are burning nothing

time is ticking forward

bombs going off around the world

and i could not give a single fuck

why should i care about those who don't care

there is no reason

there is no logic

there is no love

there is no hate

indifference is all we see

people have been playing poker for decades

practice makes perfect

suppression is a skill

people are not chocolates

you know what they are?

they are bastards.

bastard-coated bastards with bastard fillings.

everything. is. ruled. by. this.

my actions. your actions.

these incompetent greedy machines are in charge of my life

and your life too

how can one be bright, and do nothing?

how can one be caring, but see the world burn?

how can one love, yet backstab their loved ones?

how can one work hard, for such silly reason?

i don't want the world to burn

i don't want indifference

i want to care.

i want to spread love and joy. i want to make smiles. i want to make dreams.

everything i see tells me otherwise.

maybe that's why nerds never get anything done.

maybe this nerd thing isn't such a great idea.