[WARNING: the following has been deemed as "gross." Please do NOT read while eating]

Lately, I've been feeling terrible. Very emotionally unstable with anxiety to the point that I've been getting feverish.

This morning I had my alarm set for 4:30am because I started work at 8am. I woke up at around 3am with a stomach ache. I tried to ignore it and wait it out but I couldn't. I got up, ran to the bathroom in time to, not rocket. Not launch. But to rocket launch-vomit everything and anything I had ingested the day before.

When I thought I was done, I took a shower. Just as I stepped out, I was kneeling at the toilet again, throwing up.

Finally I set my puke-bucket next to my bed and tried to nap for a bit. I kept waking up every 20 minutes or so to vomit.

At 6:30am I called work up, crying, telling whoever it was that answered that I wasn't going to make it in today.

I spent the majority of the day in bed. It was weird. If I wasn't sleeping or being sick, I was talking to my self. My mom said at one point it sounded like I was hallucinating about a group of people in my room and I was talking to them,

"Yeah, you can have my things if I die. You're right, I probably have cancer. *GASP* I probably have cancer! *starts to cry and falls asleep*"

It's about 6:20pm now and I've still yet to eat anything solid. I'm feeling a little better, but I'm scared to eat.

I have the day off tomorrow and I think I'll get myself to the hospital instead of the doctors'. I don't know, but something tells I'll end up there sooner or later. (click here to see what I'm talking about)

Despite my being sick,

HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOOOOOO INCREDIBLY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also, if I do die, you're all invited to my funeral.

UPDATE

I took hel's advice and had some soup broth, then some noodles. When my stomach started hurting I realized it wasn't achy, vomit pain. It was hunger pain, so I ate some more, went to sleep, woke up and have yet to throw up ^__^

I'm still feeling very very feverish though. Hopefully that'll wear off today.