margerineally upset

Posted by Taizen Chisou on Dec. 23, 2011, 11:42 a.m.

(Look, first blog post in two days

Blogorrhea is gone)

i didn't feel right taking sympathy over being unable to use computers

considering this

Conversation from 21 / 12 / 11, late at night

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You know, I would love to buy you a laptop for Christmas- but you don't seem to exercise any sort of self control. I don't want to see you spending eternity in front of a screen. For example, you've spent all of your adolescent life in front of one- instead of outside, exploring the world, hanging out with friends. You didn't do any of that.
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Dad, you have to understand that I wasn't a very… "socially apt" person until I was like, twelve. I didn't have any friends then, and anyone I was close to friends with was alienated by my temper or my habits or whatever. It was at about that age where I was just like "fuck that."
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Well, I understand that, but you still don't seem to
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What, have friends? I know lots of people. Probably more than I ought to, because I forget some people every day. But that isn't really the point, is it? I just prefer to spend my time doing something at least somewhat constructive. My friends are all almost universally incapable of helping me with anything I'm doing.
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Well, yeah, okay. But Game Maker?
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I just use it because it takes care of almost everything for me. If I knew how to put together rooms / objects / collision handling / resource management in C++ I would. Producing something in GM is eons faster for me than in anything else.
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How do I know that I can't trust you to not throw away all of your time on a computer, though, like every other time you've had free access to one?
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Well, I'm not now, am I? I can't use this thing :P
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But you can't use it because I can't trust you to balance yourself.
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Do I use computers for playing games or watching porn or listening to music? Not really. I program games or compose music or create art with them. I don't understand how that's such a negative thing.
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You might as well be if you actively choose to forego things like homework or chores in favor of it.

Comments

Taizen Chisou 13 years, 1 month ago

Ahahaha… When our computer was the Family Computer, my time ranges were 5 to 7 on Friday through Sunday.

I ended up Safe-Moding into my dad's profile and disabling it without him noticing for about two months :V

I can stand for being computer-less anyway. At least until I put together another 300 dollars and get one for myself. I have some… 250 dollars now?

fuck I need a job

OH SHIT I GOT MY PERMIT YESTERDAY I CAN DRIVE TO A JOB

Eva unit-01 13 years, 1 month ago

How old are you again?

Taizen Chisou 13 years, 1 month ago

A little over 16 years and a month.

Also, 64d is not rendering correctly on my phone. Something happen?

OBELISK 13 years, 1 month ago

I'm only now realizing that Rez and I aren't the youngest users here anymore.

Just wait until you're off to college, then your dad will insist that you need a new laptop.

Quote: poly guy
It gets better.

JuurianChi 13 years, 1 month ago

How old are you, Obelisk?

Acid 13 years, 1 month ago

How old are you, JuurianChi?

JID 13 years, 1 month ago

How old are you, Acid?

Moikle 13 years, 1 month ago

How old are you JID- oh wait I already know. I also watch you while you sleep.

JuurianChi 13 years, 1 month ago

How old are you, Moikle?

HUH?

HOW FUCKING OLD ARE YOU?

Moikle 13 years, 1 month ago

:O the new youtube player has a snow option.

and it piles up :O

I am 17, THATS HOW FUCKING OLD ARE ME.