I haven't had a good day today, something is off. I know I shouldn't complain. as lifestyles go I'm in no trouble or stress. I'm just bored, with almost everything. I can't enjoy Dishonered or Halo 4 like i thought i could, and there isn't a single indie offering at the present time that can take their place. I don't have anyone to talk to or share in the company of except for a handful of sods who seem to have wandered off into their own little worlds. And it's not as if I haven't tried to distract myself! I have attended every christmas party meeting the previous week and even made plans to take my wife somewhere nice on my next vacation. this in itself is crucial. just a month ago she had declared that I was boring and couldn't be bothered to deal with complaints in reguard of my co-workers. but all she ever seems to do is read, im, game, and smoke. I might not be the most creative person, but i am not boring. boring is best a label for men who fondle themselves on the train, or leeches like calvin who never put time into any sort of craft but treat their lack of fullness as some sort of a boon.

the point i am trying to make, is that I need a distraction. I should have written and published to reddit, but redditors are all punched from the same mold in my opinion.

And I am a member here. no point in being a member if i don't blog.