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VH here with some of the latest and (not really) the greatest. As the title says, there has been an interesting turn of events for me in terms of an old friend I once had. I'll gladly tell you the story, but it'll be nice and large, so I hope you're interested.

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WALL OF TEXT BEGINS HERE

Alright, from the grade 5 to 8, I've been left alone and treated like a waste of space. I'm not going into detail about that, but more of what happened when I decided to help someone with the same misfortunes as I had. His name was Robby Drew - a name alot of people came to ridicule and even be a bit scared by the thought of him. Think the kind of person that would probly come to school wielding dual UZI's and kill anyone on sight. Anyway, back to the past…

Some people were really screwing with him one day when I was walking by in the hallway, and I hadn't heard any rumors about him (I was pretty much alone, remember?) so I figured "Hell, might as well play hero today and at least look good in some people's eyes." Too bad it got me into all kinds of a mess these days, but I did help him out and kept him from being bullied so much. We became friends shortly after, and found his behaviour to be a bit more than odd. Even my parents said the guy was a complete freak. That's kind of how out of mind he was, and it was far from the way he is now.

At one point, I decided that things would only worsen if I continued my friendship with him, because the bullying I recieved - doubled. Twice as hard hitting, and that DEFINANTLY did not help my already poor morale. So I told him we couldn't be friends anymore, and that was that, right? Unfortunately for me, he was clingy as well - took me a whole month to get rid of the 'parasite'. And once I got rid of him, things started getting better for me once it hit the 8th grade, and then he decided to start playing guilt tricks with me.

At least 3 times he's sent me either threat or suicide notes, saying that he was going to kill himself because he was so lonely. Not to mention the annoying bastard tried calling me at midnight, and on 2 rare occasions, appearing at my front doorstep trying very hard to keep his composure and request that I be friends with him again. Sadly for him, that wasn't in my plans. I endured the trickery, and then came high school.

Things for me got better as if I had won the lottery, I got many friends in a short amount of time, and I had met Brittany (Any real veterans will remember who this is) and started dating/obsessing over her. Things for him however, stayed close to the same. He may have made about 2 friends, but that's it. He also got involved with drugs, and various other things that I wouldn't know of, but can bet he's done. Thing is though, he stopped bothering me by the time high school came…

And then we fast forward to now…

WALL OF TEXT OVER

And now, he's come out of the blue and given me a letter requesting that we meet under certain circumstances and discuss matters over the past, and try to be friends again. After the things he has done to attempt wrecking my life, and various threats? I don't think so. However, I do wonder what he may be planning for this 'meeting'… Could be a trap, but reality isn't the internet (unfortunately in some ways). He could be serious, or he could be plotting my demise, or for those who aren't linguistically knowledgeable, planning my own death. It's quite a gamble, but after 5 long, long years? I want to see its end. Who knows? Maybe he really just wants to become friends again, which unfortunately after him finding his new drug addiction and problems, I'm going to find that very difficult to do. What I will do though, is try to play negotiator and find a reasonable way out of this whole mess and put the past behind us.

Anyways, in other news, I've been doing great. 6 more weeks of high school remain until I reach the start of my senior year. Time will tell me what it has in store for me, but for now, I leave you all, with some meaningful words.

In the real world, things are very different.

You just need to look around you - nobody wants to die that way.

People die of disease and accident, death comes suddenly and there's no notion of good or bad.

When you lose somebody you love, you feel this big empty space - think - If I had known this was coming, I would've done things differently

With great deepness, I bid you adieu.

~Vanhelsi~

Cesar 16 years, 7 months ago

tsk tsk tsk

Another criminal formed by the cruel hands of ignorance.

Kenon 16 years, 7 months ago

Guys change over time.

Trust me.

sk8m8trix 16 years, 7 months ago

Just meet him. Your abandonment of friendship in pursuit of popularity has disgusted me, meet with that kid or I WILL fuck you up. And you're one of the members I think is cool.

stampede 16 years, 7 months ago

I don't do it a lot, but this time I somewhat agree with sk8.

Unaligned 16 years, 7 months ago

Second that

[VH] An interesting turn of events.

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