This blog is a bit more serious compared to some of my other little mini-updates, so if you're going to comment "WHY SO SRS LOLOL?", go ahead and backspace outta here now.

This is going to be a little more personal, and I'm surprised I'm blogging about it here, of all places. But if I post it anywhere else, I fear I may wind up in some form of trouble.

We (me & GF) nearly lost our virginity three days ago. We didn't mind the idea of it at all, and wouldn't hurt us thinking about it.

At least that's what I thought.

A girl's body works in very different ways, if that wasn't already obvious enough, but I sure as hell wasn't expecting it to be extremely painful for the poor girl. I couldn't even get a prod in without it hurting her. I'm suspecting it's simply because it's her first time and she has to adjust to it, but I'm afraid if it hurt her so much, she may end up associating sex with pain, and I don't want that for her.

I may make another update blog over this, but only the people that want to listen will ever see this blog. I needed to get a bit of personal pressure off my shoulders, and simply hope for the best.