yeaaah… i got bored and changed my banner to that. obviously, i'm lovestruck like crazy, because my dreams have been about her, when i try to think of something, i think of her, man. love is one f'cked up emotion… drives people nuts. have you ever been in love? like, REAL love? you know you seriously love that person when you're around that person you love, you get that strong floating feeling, it feels a lot better than anything i've ever experienced, that's my small definition of love, when you know you love someone i mean.

of course, the one thing i'm really worried about is getting out of high school, cuz if i'm still with brittany (the one i love, she loves me back like crazy. i think i hear wedding bells. lol.) then that means we'll have to go our ways and forget about eachother and go to college. that's the only thing i'm scared of now. breaking up with her. has anyone here ever broken up with someone you truly love? i doubt it's ever happened to someone if you're really in love, unless you had to move or the person you loved had to move.

the one time you really know that this person is the one, is when you kiss her, it feels like you're having the single greatest moment of your completly dull life, you know? like you've been taken on the greatest rollercoaster on the entire flippin' planet, only way better, and i'm pretty sure that feeling is most likely even better than sex, i can bet my life that it's alot better. (sorry if i mispelled garruntee, i don't really know how it's really spelt.)

but the one thing that i can say, is that if you can stay with the person you love forever, then date away, otherwise, i would suggest not doing it. it could be really REALLY horrible if the one you love get's killed or teared away from you. i've never had that happen, and i hope to god it never happens to me. but yeah… enough of my lovepuppy-ness. i just really miss her.

aside from all that, i found some cool free fonts on the internet, which are really awesome. and 64 quest is doing ok, i'm just stuck on ideas for the moment, so if anyone can, help me direct 64quest in a certain direction, 'cause all i think about now is brittany and it's really starting to screw me up on game making, so yeah, if anyone can help me, please help me out.

anyways, i'm just toast out of ideas, so if anyone can help me with production, PM me, please.

i have also noticed that this is my 50th blog! hooray for me! yup, shweetness. *hands out pizza and coke*

~vanhelsing~

P.S. banana phone… lol.