Okay guys… i need to vent again *sigh*…

well basically, i got a girlfriend on sunday. she isn't the one that i had a crush before, this one is probably my best friend, i mean like, we were basically brother and sister, but it always felt that we had that "thing" for each other to be more than just friends… and on sunday, we ended up spilling to one another that we liked each other…

well it was going great in the beginning, that night we didn't go to sleep until four AM cuz we were just talking and having fun lol, on monday we were having fun being able to like hold hands and hug and seeing the reactions on our friends' faces because of the news.

tuesday, we were both unhappy cuz i had to leave on a social studies field trip. we hugged and said our good byes. the trip was pretty fun, but i felt guilty so i bought her this heart necklace, nothing big or expensive, just a token of love (btw, things in ny are WAYYYY too over price). that night we continued on talking and having a grand time, me teasing her about a surprise i got her.

today, i gave her the necklace and she was thrilled and gave me a long hug. the day goes as normal, except for the fact i went to the wrong class in one period lol. anyway at lunch i sit with her like normal, and then i notice that i lost my watch so i run back and check for it at gym… i have yet to find it =( and what's worse is… my girlfriend broke up with me because she looked at me as too much of a brother and she kinda likes a good friend of mine and i'm like… GODDAMNIT ARGH… yah… i feel like crap… ='(…. my love life extremely sucks this year… i think i'm gonna cry in a corner… lol