right now, i am going fucking CRAZYYYYYY inside

the girl i was going out with still doesn't know whether or not she likes me as a boyfriend or a brother. it's really the fact that she does not have a definite answer is making me squirm inside. sure, if she said she only liked me as a good friend, i would be sad, but at least i would know i should get over it. and some of her friends (which are also my friends lol) aren't very supportive of me going out with her cuz of my previous relationship with the, "MOTHER FUCKING WHORE", lol cuz that was a pretty sex-oriented relationship lol. damnit it's coming to bite me in the ass… sigh… gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sorry i just really needed to vent…