Well… it's been awhile since i've posted some of my drama… but yah here we go:

Read this if you want the whole story (Scroll down if you want the abridge version for you lazy bastards =P):

Okay my girlfriend was in taiwan the whole last two weeks cuz her grandmother died… on top of that her parents divorced that same week. Well we constantly sent e-mails to each other everyday and always tried to talk on AIM (it's pretty hard with a 12-hour time difference and her mother breathing down her throat). Anyways for awhile i've been making friends with this girl that came to our district in february, so she's still kinda new. So i'm like, hey why not make a new friend, i need to practice being more outgoing anyways. So yah, i'm pretty much the closest friend that's a guy at our school… problem is, my girlfriend is muy preoccupadisissima (very very worried for you none spics =P) that i'll get up and leave her for this chick. (The chick is cool but, my gf really has nothing to worry about) Anyways, the new girl invites me to hang out at her house last saturday, and at first i wasn't quite sure, but in the end i did. We didn't do anything that (most) ppl would call "cheating." She forced me to watch one tree hill, which actually isn't that bad, and to look at pictures of her old life in New Jersey. Then we go and eat at Boston Market for lunch, then we come back, hang out, listen to music, then we go to my sister's Cadence Choir performance. Well, since my friend's siblings are also in that group, i see my friends there. So they see me with alice, and they're like, are you cheating on stef??? and obviously i say no. But i have this one friend, who likes to be a pain in the ass sometimes, and then on monday (by that time stef comes back) he tells stef that i was hanging out with the nj chick the whole day. I woulda told her myself, but i dont' see her until the middle of the day.

So basically she was upset with me for not telling her sooner, but she knows i didn't do anything with her. Now the problem is, all of her stuck up friends (they're my stuck up friends too =P) are telling her to dump me… these were the same ppl that said to not go out with me in the first place cuz i'm a huge perv (which i am, but i'm not heartless). Also, everybody is berating me with wow, you're such a bad boyfriend, you should have you ass dumped big time! there isn't a hallway where some kid doesn't call me a skankbag or a hoe or something… i really hope that my gf doesn't listen to anybody like she did the first time and sticks it with me… i feel so guilty that i'm writing a song for her and surprising her with it tomorrow… what makes it worse is that her first boyfriend cheated on her so… T_T

Abridged Version

I went over to this chick's house. My gf is majorly worried over her and me already, and this doesn't help. My friend ratted me out even though i did nothing that would constitute as cheating. So basically all her friends are telling her to dump me for such a stupid reason as this, but thankfully she hasn't yet. I get called a chiggerhoe or a skankbag wherever i go… and i feel so guilty and worried that she will dump me that I'm writing her a song and performing it to her tomorrow… i hope that my voice outweighs everybody else's 10 fold… i'll tell you guys how it blows over tomorrow… wish me luck.. i might need it.