Hi everybody around this wonderfull community! I've been here for a while reading other people's entries and finally decided to write my own! Please don't expect much from this one as I don't have a good skill of writing something full of meaning and my grammar sucks sometimes.

So… To start with I'd like to say some words about spring - it is finally here! The spring came to my town! (well I know its May already but I'm not speaking about the calendar spring - I mean the emotinal spring, yay!)

The sun is shining into my window as I write this entry and I finally know that it has a really big effect on inspiration! The leaves are greener then ever - the flowers are blooming (is there such a word?) and the feelings come back to life after long winter sleep!

Man how wonderfull it is! I'm ready to sing at any moment really! Or just run into the street and meet my friends and do anything, just anything… Cause it is just so great to do something in such bright sunlight!

The weather in my city is usually cold and unfriendly, that is why such sunny days like this one make me just freaked out! (in good meaning ofcourse) And the fact that I finally finished Vanya - a game I've been working on for about 3-5 months also adds "fuel" to my mood hope it will get some public attention soon!

Ok enough with the good things - the end of spring means big exam session! And !oh noes! I'm not ready for any of them (I'm having four this year)

I study at Saint petersburg's University of Architecture and Modern Engeneering. It is my second year here - and I'm getting more and more disappointed with my future career everyday. Wtf?! Do I really want to be an engeneer-economist? NO! Do I want to sit on my butt all day counting and making economics reviews? Hell no!

And each day just proves I was wrong when I picked this career… Damn…

I have 4 main disciplines to study here:

1)Automated projecting - ever heard of ArchiCad? No? Lucky you! at this class we draw houses in 3D - it may sound interesting, but believe me when I say it is NOT. We spend most of the time calculating some crap, I think I never find out what we're actually doing…

2)Statistics - another meaningless class. I know that money-spend and resource-usage reports are really important for engineering, but when you try to make one - you discover nothing but a bottomless hole of boreness.

3)Optimisation - digits, digits, digits…. I guess you got the meaning of this class - its nothing but digits and formulas. My brain hurts so much when I get in this class.

4)Philosofy - Oh! And what a nice addition to the upper list! Yes I'm also having a phylosofy exam! (The only one that I would pass this year I think)

^So I think you get what I mean. When you'll be choosing your future career after school graduation - don't even think about building industry. It will eat you up alive, believe me.

Err.. This entry got a bit sad don't you think, so here's my last thought for today:

The May is here, and it is wonderful, if I take out the exams my life will also be so. But I'm an optimist so I won't bother thinking about them until "THE DAY" I think I'll pass like I always do)

~Cheers everyone!