Well, I'm sitting here listening to John Lennon's “Imagineâ€?; just sort of sitting here thinking about what I really want to say… In all seriousness I would like nothing better then to end all of this with a “fuck youâ€?, but that's Sk8m8trix's style, and I wouldn't say I'm really Sk8m8trix anymore. I've done a lot of things in the past that I've regretted, and some that I've had justifiable means to do. But I really have no clue what I want to say…

Last month I needed a change of scenery, I just didn't fit in with the world of hackneyed memes and idiocy. I wanted to touch back to what I wanted when I joined 64 Digits. I wanted to be a programmer, it's all I've ever wanted, and I have to say that 64 Digits really cannot offer that to me. I think one day I just took a look around the site and realized I've become what I hate, a failing messiah in a world of sin. I had to get out, had to forget the past 2 years.

Well, the song changed to “Watching the Wheelsâ€?; I would have to say everyone has one song that defines them in almost every aspect. “Watching the Wheelsâ€? defines me as a person. After a while I think I just stopped caring about what was going on around me, I wondered what I was trying to prove to all the members here. Why did I do the things I did? Well, even now, I cant tell you. It's kind of like I wasn't myself then, and I may never be myself. I read the Catcher in the Rye recently, some of you would most likely relate me to Holden Caufield in some way, I probably would have done that myself too. The truth is, I'm no Holden Caufield, I always believed that people should have to the freedom to do what pleases them as long as it's no infringement on others. Holden Caufield is a phony, he thinks everyone around him is fake, mannequins on display; the cold truth is that Holden needed people, he needed the people he hated, he was attached to them.

These past three paragraphs have been kind of a blur here, so much emotion and no way to understand it. The truth is, I've done things that make no sense, I've become bisexual, I've adapted to new views. I'm still an anarchist and an atheist, a free thinker and a rebel. But I think I may have become more of myself since I left. I really believe I'm free, I have nothing imposing on my thoughts.

You want the truth? The cold hard truth is that I dislike a great deal of you, and I dislike a lot of things about the people I claim to 'like'. Some personal messages are as followed.

RawrSpoon – I really hate to say it, but you're kind of a dickweed. I really cant stand the way you are sometimes. You think you're great and funny, but you really aren't.

ChIkEn – Although you may be banned, you may be gone, but if you're reading this. You're an idiot, you're annoying and disregard all professionalism while claiming to be professional. You're basically a rich prick.

George – You are completely retarded, I have no clue what to say to you, but you're basically everything I hate about the internet (and then some).

Just a few examples, but these are widely applicable.

That's all I needed to say there…

This whole thing is kind of like a suicide note, a last will and testament. I really have nothing to say, I don't owe you anything, I just feel the need to go out with one last explanation. You probably don't know me, you probably wont miss me, I don't care. I just need to get this out my system. Hopefully we can all meet again at a later point in life, eh?