For those of you with me as your friend on Facebook, you may already know this.
You can never really imagine what it feels like to lose a close friend until it happens. And even though I found out as late as I did, I suspected something wasn't right, especially when his phone was shut off. I found his name in the obituaries last night, and though I had that nagging feeling in the back of my mind, I was near horrified to find I was right.How people can fail to find the good in life is beyond me. I wish I had taken it seriously. Maybe I could've done something. Maybe I could've prevented it. It's always easy to think back at what you should have done.Though you died young, rest in peace, old friend.I normally don't do these sorts of blogs, but I wanted to pay my respects in one way or another. I'll take it down later if it causes a problem.Thank you for taking the time to read this. It really does mean a lot.Kilin
EV, when I hadn't heard from him in forever and suspected something might have happened, I felt indifferent as you did. But now that I look back, I realized I could have done something to prevent it, and I didn't realize.
And FB, I don't really know how to express my reaction towards your comment. In short, thanks is all I can say.And to everyone else, thanks for your concerns. It's made me feel better already knowing people actually give a shit.This is 64Digits, of course we give a shit.
4Chan on the other hand…
I just see a random guy crying his eyes out whilst telling to eff yourself, dirty bastards.*shuts up*
I'm really sorry. That sounds absolutely horrible. I can't even imagine how this feels. :[
I don't know what it feels like to lose your human best friend. But my dog who died of cancer a few years back was like my brother, and the pain it still inflicts is just horrible. So I know that much, sorry for your loss bro.
Why did he die? Suicide?
Either way, I'm sorry.Yeah, it was suicide. That's why I look back and have so many regrets.
Sorry for your loss =[