For those of you with me as your friend on Facebook, you may already know this.

You can never really imagine what it feels like to lose a close friend until it happens. And even though I found out as late as I did, I suspected something wasn't right, especially when his phone was shut off. I found his name in the obituaries last night, and though I had that nagging feeling in the back of my mind, I was near horrified to find I was right.

How people can fail to find the good in life is beyond me. I wish I had taken it seriously. Maybe I could've done something. Maybe I could've prevented it. It's always easy to think back at what you should have done.

Though you died young, rest in peace, old friend.

I normally don't do these sorts of blogs, but I wanted to pay my respects in one way or another. I'll take it down later if it causes a problem.

Thank you for taking the time to read this. It really does mean a lot.

Kilin