I this is what happens when you want to fell like you belogn. When you ant to know when you you're loved by a group of people that you dont even care for when you smell ;like alcohol ibn your lovers presence. When you kniow you fucked up and yet you dont care. this is what happens. And you dont care right?> Well you wull when you wale up to the sojund of failure. To the sound of loser'sville. No matter what you do, you;re a fuck up. No matter what heppens you will ose. TYou will not succeed. You feel good. Yeah/. But not for a lifetime. And that's what I want to end. oN that idea of longevity. The idea of long term goals and not the idea of satifaction to your elders.