T__T I can't stand it..

Posted by Pandaroo_Fang on Feb. 9, 2006, 8:27 p.m.

I'm sorry for the short blog, if it turns out to be one…. but this is driving me craaaazzzyy!!!! I can't think or concentrate….damn dry spell is driving me insane!!! I can't write, I can't come up with anything… and If I do come up with something later on I just feel it's a retarted idea and just…don't write. I hate it >.<;;;; ahhhh I feel like screaming! T__T

Slowly starting to despise my own writing… my friend said I should probably write something NOT about vampires, and she's probably right, vampires always seem to be my center of attention. And I have a non-vampire idea but right now I just feel like it's….eh…kinda..stupid. I can probably wait it out but…gah I need to write!!! >.<;;;

I'm sorry for complaining v.v; just driving me crazy…

As for P.S. I have two commissions in waiting from two friends…. I don't know why o_O guess they liked the stuff I did and want me to edit pictures for them. One friend wants Ram horns on the sides of his head, sooo I might need a bit of help on that (membrain :D lol) aand then my other friend has a picture of her moms dog (mom passed away) and wants me to do something with it. Think I'll put pretty angelic wings on the dog or something, not sure yet. But yeah, but again…i'm currently completely uninspired aaand my mouse is acting up, hence both preventing me from doing anything.

On better news: I finally recived the "Congrats" letter through email from my Junior college I'm going to. I had sent my application and signature in (I enrolled online) a while ago and recived nothing but then I emailed them and I got my letter today ^-^ so joy, I'm set. Just waiting till May for the Fall classes to come out so I can get them and finished. Excited, but scared >.<

………*sigh*…I wanna write…

Comments

Requiem 18 years, 9 months ago

Um. This topic scares me in every possible way.

ludamad 18 years, 9 months ago

Panda's blogs are rated R.

Pandaroo_Fang 18 years, 9 months ago

lmao they are not!! You are all incouraging me to MAKE them rated R blogs.

I really am shameless and I would… maybe..but mmmno. I'd rather NOT get the boot from this site.

Pandaroo_Fang 18 years, 9 months ago

Wait…did you just ask me to put a picture of myself with a penis?? o_o

drspazz 18 years, 9 months ago

The blogs aren't rated R, more so most of comments. It's just that your blogs bring out that side of people, for better or worse. Better I think, keeps it interesting.

drspazz 18 years, 9 months ago

Yeah, I think he did.

Pandaroo_Fang 18 years, 9 months ago

lol weird convos are fun….

and no luck! Already put myself topless :3 has to be enough

ludamad 18 years, 9 months ago

Make a new 64D chat room =O

Pandaroo_Fang 18 years, 9 months ago

Awww, we coulda today, it being friday and all…but but but, I'm not even home, therefore can not chat v.v Maybe saturday night if anyone is on! :D yesh

membrain 18 years, 9 months ago

hillary-ass!

It's getting 2 the point where I can't even turn this p.o.s. lappy on no mo'

so your prolly on ju' own wiff tat pic =[

I order my new lappy today so if I vanish 4 two weeks, thats juss me waitin' 4 my new lifesupport system =]