...Dying. Ft. UPDATE

Posted by Ronnica on Dec. 11, 2010, 8:21 p.m.

[WARNING: the following has been deemed as "gross." Please do NOT read while eating]

Lately, I've been feeling terrible. Very emotionally unstable with anxiety to the point that I've been getting feverish.

This morning I had my alarm set for 4:30am because I started work at 8am. I woke up at around 3am with a stomach ache. I tried to ignore it and wait it out but I couldn't. I got up, ran to the bathroom in time to, not rocket. Not launch. But to rocket launch-vomit everything and anything I had ingested the day before.

When I thought I was done, I took a shower. Just as I stepped out, I was kneeling at the toilet again, throwing up.

Finally I set my puke-bucket next to my bed and tried to nap for a bit. I kept waking up every 20 minutes or so to vomit.

At 6:30am I called work up, crying, telling whoever it was that answered that I wasn't going to make it in today.

I spent the majority of the day in bed. It was weird. If I wasn't sleeping or being sick, I was talking to my self. My mom said at one point it sounded like I was hallucinating about a group of people in my room and I was talking to them,

"Yeah, you can have my things if I die. You're right, I probably have cancer. *GASP* I probably have cancer! *starts to cry and falls asleep*"

It's about 6:20pm now and I've still yet to eat anything solid. I'm feeling a little better, but I'm scared to eat.

I have the day off tomorrow and I think I'll get myself to the hospital instead of the doctors'. I don't know, but something tells I'll end up there sooner or later. (click here to see what I'm talking about)

Despite my being sick,

HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOOOOOO INCREDIBLY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also, if I do die, you're all invited to my funeral.

UPDATE

I took hel's advice and had some soup broth, then some noodles. When my stomach started hurting I realized it wasn't achy, vomit pain. It was hunger pain, so I ate some more, went to sleep, woke up and have yet to throw up ^__^

I'm still feeling very very feverish though. Hopefully that'll wear off today.

Comments

JID 13 years, 10 months ago

Dear lord, Ronnikies. D:

I'll try to think of something else then. :\

Ferret 13 years, 10 months ago

O noes! D:

Reminds me of when I got my wisdom teeth pulled out.

Sounds terrible, I hope you get better ;-;

*leaves to go buy In-n-Out*

Castypher 13 years, 10 months ago

So it was you that gave me this random stomachache.

Quietus 13 years, 10 months ago

i generally ease back into eating with soup, even broth if i'm just that sick. from there going up to something like rice or bread etc, depending on how you feel.

Ronnica 13 years, 10 months ago

@ Ferret : I'm getting mine out soon T_T

@ Kilin : I didn't!

BP Scraps 13 years, 10 months ago

:'(

Hope you get better. :)

Eva unit-01 13 years, 10 months ago

Are you guys crazy? we all know the magic elixer is 7Up.

adamskii97 13 years, 10 months ago

I always have plain toast when im sick

Hope you get better ^.^

Misconstruct 13 years, 10 months ago

Don't die too much, it's not good for your health.

Toast 13 years, 10 months ago

Quote:
I always have plain BLARGAFLARG when im sick
…what?!?