(Blog 95)
I don't know.I don't usually ever get to be genuinely mean to people, but whenever I do I get thrust into some wheel of "I feel great" versus "I feel awful" and that wheel keeps spinning and somewhere along the way I get severely nauseous and delirious, and plunge into hamster-wheel metaphors.My girlfriend was once going over my Zodiac/astrology dinguses and mentioned something about having a sharp tongue.That when talking to people I could really hit them with it or something.I don't know, I mean, I wouldn't say so. I've only made a handful of people cry since primary school.But now I feel that with that last comment I've left on the Dynatown page was probably a step too far into the "unbridled hate" side of the Sliding Scale Of The Emotion In Taizen's Commentary.But I dunno, maybe.Removing it would feel silly. But leaving it up for everyone to see makes me feel worse as a person.But hey. This darker side of me is still a part of who I am, right?I just try not to show it as often.But I still don't feel quite right :(Un-front-paged because obvious.
This is pointless. Just delete the comment, you are making it way bigger than it really is.
If you delete the comment, it'll be forgotten in a matter of hours.Ah, you're forgetting how dramatic I love to be. But still.
I typed all that out for a reason. I'm allowed to thoroughly dislike people, right? :VI guess the point is that I'm a little unsettled being here now or something.Wouldn't my stay here have been much more fun if I had been like that from day one?!Oh…Yeah, I'm going to log out now and be gone for a couple of days until I stop acting completely stupidIt's too bad this is still in the activity feed. Don't delete the comment. He deserves to feel like an idiot.
doesn't matter, really.lmao( as if )
i actually enjoyed tonight
Nobody's as spiteful as I am. I'm about as spiteful as a human is physically capable of being.
Ranting and criticizing (about) others is fun. You'll get everyone to hate you, but at least you'll enjoy the path to loneliness.
*Goes back to read comment*Not even halfway as bad as I'd thought it would be after reading your entry, no need to worry 'bout nuthin'. Good luck getting through to dswscorpion though.I plot the death of everyone on this website every single day.
How spiteful am I?Sure it was a bit of a surprise since you're normally so passive, Taizen, but I've seen much worse worse things being written.