Realization²³

Posted by sk8m8trix on Feb. 25, 2008, 4:12 p.m.

So I've finally deemed my life to be utterly meaningless and destined to die a piece of faggot shit

People always say "Do good in school, believe in god, eat your green vegetables", fuck that shit, its all pointless, we're all going to die, there is no meaning to life except for teh false reality we create for ourselves that there is actually a point to all this.

We're just a fucking accident and I see no point in wasting away my life with trivial things that won't matter when I die

I want to do something big with my life, I don't just want to sit here all day, programming, spriting, leveling up, flaming noobs on the internet. Its all fucking pointless.

Just last night I was talking on MSN with, Andes, MageKnight, MageKnights girlfriend, and some gay guy. Just talking to them has made me realize how shitty my life is. So I've decided I just don't want to take any bullshit anymore I'm going to go find out what I have to do with myself and do it, there just no fucking point to all of this pointless shit anymore.

Also I started writing a book, yeah based on everything I feel.

Also, if you are an insignificant little fuck just like every empty shell of a person and I have insulted you, then I apologize profoundly to you.

Goodbye (at least for now)

-Sk8m8trix

Comments

Rez 16 years, 10 months ago

Bullshit makes up 60% of life. Thus, LIFE = BULLSHIT would be true to some extent. But there's always that 40%!

gtvg 16 years, 10 months ago

Some advice - Do good in school, believe in god, eat your green vegetables

sk8m8trix 16 years, 10 months ago

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Oh stop whining.. I'd rather die at a computer as an old man than die in a freak stunt plane accident at 21.. and remember, the richest guy in the world (Whom I hate so much) sat in front of a computer all day..

Oh I see what you're saying, I totally agree that theres nothing more to life then just being the richest oldest bastard around.

</sarcasm>

Polystyrene Man 16 years, 10 months ago

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I'd rather die at a computer as an old man than die in a freak stunt plane accident at 21
That's sad.

PY 16 years, 10 months ago

See ya, sk8…:-(

I'd like to read your book, it'd be interesting. Life is just like that, though, the only point of it is to enjoy it, and if that means working hard, 9-5, 5 days a week, just to have the rest of it, count me in.

PY 16 years, 10 months ago

Oh, and green vegetables are good, but only the yummy few.

OBELISK 16 years, 10 months ago

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People always say "Do good in school, believe in god, eat your green vegetables", fuck that shit, its all pointless, we're all going to die, there is no meaning to life except for teh false reality we create for ourselves that there is actually a point to all this.

That's why God invented cupcakes.

Alert Games 16 years, 10 months ago

lol gary. anyway, who doesnt want to do something big? pssh.

Also, I believe in God, and its the only reason that makes life not pointless. Have fun with your life sucks phase kid.

s 16 years, 10 months ago

Took you long enough to notice

Broaden that span of view to the fact that the universe is doomed due to entropy and you can say that it is impossible to have any meaning, especially if you look up "Pale blue dot" on youtube

Ya, I decided I'd rather live out being happy in my bubble of meaninglessness instead of living in vain

Polystyrene Man 16 years, 10 months ago

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And by immortality, I mean by making people remember you when you die.
That's not immortality. Eventually, all those people will perish and your work will be lost to the erosion of time. And some day, inevitably, the sun will expand to the point where it destroys the Earth and everything on it. Nothing is permanent and nothing lasts forever. Your best bet is to take advantage of the situation and not listen to others when they tell you how to live your life.

Yes, my outlook is as nihilistic as sk8's. Possibly even more so.