So I've finally deemed my life to be utterly meaningless and destined to die a piece of faggot shit
People always say "Do good in school, believe in god, eat your green vegetables", fuck that shit, its all pointless, we're all going to die, there is no meaning to life except for teh false reality we create for ourselves that there is actually a point to all this.We're just a fucking accident and I see no point in wasting away my life with trivial things that won't matter when I dieI want to do something big with my life, I don't just want to sit here all day, programming, spriting, leveling up, flaming noobs on the internet. Its all fucking pointless.Just last night I was talking on MSN with, Andes, MageKnight, MageKnights girlfriend, and some gay guy. Just talking to them has made me realize how shitty my life is. So I've decided I just don't want to take any bullshit anymore I'm going to go find out what I have to do with myself and do it, there just no fucking point to all of this pointless shit anymore.Also I started writing a book, yeah based on everything I feel.Also, if you are an insignificant little fuck just like every empty shell of a person and I have insulted you, then I apologize profoundly to you.Goodbye (at least for now)-Sk8m8trix
All I have to say is, we all aim to be happy, right? Then if thinking the bullshit you're living is pointless makes you happy, go ahead. It doesn't matter what mark you leave, it'll all fade away in time. Resistence to the chaos of time is useless. Accept the chaos, and so you will realize such, that fun is all that matters. Why make yourself sad? Take the happiest route, whether or not it's "moral." Morality is just Mankind's futile attempt to stop the chaos.
Is it better to work your ass off to be remembered for a good 40 years, or live life happily, and ignorantly, and never be remembered?Ignorant and happy people are always remembered.
Memory isn't needed, only happiness.
Yeah right, I'm no suicide faggot.
Living A Good Life Is What Its About..