dysfunction from a distance
i woke up today and i realized
i am spending every day in a never-ending hell of my own creation.so, somewhere along the line, i decided to start googling myself, you know, out of boredom. i did it for quite a while, found a whole bunch of interesting stuff, …I HAD A DREAM
s: A long time ago, when my dreams were full of wonder, and my creativity wasn't dried up, I had a dream about the watch I'm wearing right now. The watch has five buttons' four line the rim; two on either side of the wristband. and one big one lies …
A Few Aphorisms
I don't really know if I actually have returned to 64digits, but I think that it will suffice to say that I may blog from time to time. It doesn't feel liek a return to me, it merely feels like… posting for the hell of it? I wouldn't say that. …
Elegy (A Terse Summary)
As the dust crawled across the floor
and onto the furniture around him,he looked more like a musician thanever before, the rigor mortis gripping him, stiffening his bodyinto a catatonic plank, a walkwayfor the air around him to ramp off of;He looked more like a …enum {} one;
Never could I think that this loneliness was so great, enumerating thoughts of great stress,
Of abstract personifications, of concrete voided warranties nulled by the experience of life,Of qualified destruction.Never would the trees have fallen had I not brought the axe to their body and dominated,Never would …[They] Already Died
This was a witchhunt,
I've got this huge fear:OUR DISTRESSIt's hard to understate our harsh reactionTenured RetirementsWe do what we can't, because we mustFor the bad of all of you, Even the ones who are deadSo here we go crying over each mistakeBecause …Dynamic Allocation of Mental Resources (Sentinel)
To-do
The nest has been invaded. I'm looking around, but… I worry that they may have taken something of value. So I suppose the first step should be to look in every nook and cranny. Of course, really, what is it that might define a nook and/or a cranny? I …Distorted Reality (Sever)
i want dramamine
i want nyquili wanna do it alli wanna be a whore to drugs and medicineslam me, fuck me against the wallall just for a little thrilla little bit of vice and sintopped with a bit of sugar and lovewho knows …Truth (For Fools)
tell them it's all your fault
be viewed as the evilof the world summarizedin compacted assaultyou are the lonely third wheelunwelcome where you might bebut even the best are leftto rot in the dirt sometimesand when you stand there, accuseddon't let the …(Harmony|Chaos)
They tore through the fabric of life itself.
They broke apart their own existence.They died, and were reborn instaneously, as a shadow, and as a light, forever entwined in each other's grasp, trying once and all to make unity in the world.One foot down firmly upon the ground, …