T__T I can't stand it..

Posted by Pandaroo_Fang on Feb. 9, 2006, 8:27 p.m.

I'm sorry for the short blog, if it turns out to be one…. but this is driving me craaaazzzyy!!!! I can't think or concentrate….damn dry spell is driving me insane!!! I can't write, I can't come up with anything… and If I do come up with something later on I just feel it's a retarted idea and just…don't write. I hate it >.<;;;; ahhhh I feel like screaming! T__T

Slowly starting to despise my own writing… my friend said I should probably write something NOT about vampires, and she's probably right, vampires always seem to be my center of attention. And I have a non-vampire idea but right now I just feel like it's….eh…kinda..stupid. I can probably wait it out but…gah I need to write!!! >.<;;;

I'm sorry for complaining v.v; just driving me crazy…

As for P.S. I have two commissions in waiting from two friends…. I don't know why o_O guess they liked the stuff I did and want me to edit pictures for them. One friend wants Ram horns on the sides of his head, sooo I might need a bit of help on that (membrain :D lol) aand then my other friend has a picture of her moms dog (mom passed away) and wants me to do something with it. Think I'll put pretty angelic wings on the dog or something, not sure yet. But yeah, but again…i'm currently completely uninspired aaand my mouse is acting up, hence both preventing me from doing anything.

On better news: I finally recived the "Congrats" letter through email from my Junior college I'm going to. I had sent my application and signature in (I enrolled online) a while ago and recived nothing but then I emailed them and I got my letter today ^-^ so joy, I'm set. Just waiting till May for the Fall classes to come out so I can get them and finished. Excited, but scared >.<

………*sigh*…I wanna write…

Comments

Kaz 18 years, 11 months ago

Uhhhhh have fun! =)

Pandaroo_Fang 18 years, 11 months ago

oh oh oh, just RUB IT IN…mr….captain…"determined" FAIL…YOU FAIL AT LIFE!!

:3 juuusss kidding melee lol That's cool though, love to feel all extra motivated by stuff, like a series I was writing, maaan I was going at it book after book after book then it just…..died v.v

and okies >w< lol

ludamad 18 years, 11 months ago

xD, my french class is funny

"So if there is 25 girls and one guy it is called masculine?"

"If there is 25 girls and one guy it is called an orgy!"

Pandaroo_Fang 18 years, 11 months ago

lmao

nice lol

ludamad 18 years, 11 months ago

I think blog rules are more lenient if you uncheck the show in recent thing, if you really wanna write a bloody <DEL>vampire</DEL> erotica xD

Pandaroo_Fang 18 years, 11 months ago

lol I don't want flashback or fsx to find it and be like "WHAT THE FU-?!!" and then… banney banned goes me v.v.

ludamad 18 years, 11 months ago

Firestorm will just make it so only mods can read it :P

Pandaroo_Fang 18 years, 11 months ago

And and and, I'd rather not people see what sort of ideas I've got in my head lol

EDIT: …at least not through my writing lol xP

Pandaroo_Fang 18 years, 11 months ago

o_O that's not any better lol…. my erotica is held within the hands of the mod mods… like cheap porn xD

ludamad 18 years, 11 months ago

"Transmit or facilitate distribution of content that is libelous, harmful, threatening, harassing, abusive, racially or ethnically offensive,<B> sexually explicit</B>, pornographic, obscene, defamatory, or objectionable in a reasonable person's view."

I guess it's better not to post something like that.